Forever yours

It has been 7 weeks 1 day since you went away. I miss you so much and I don't know what to say.

I saw the video that I took for you during your birthday and also the photo that we took together with my mobile phone.

I saw that expression in your eyes.

You kinda know that was coming and you didn't bear to leave us too.

Now that you are gone and what's left is only an urn and all the wonderful memories of you.

I'm sitting down here watching what has remained, the Guthy Renker trainer that you always do in the morning and evening when you were still healthy and fit. You did that quite pretty well, I could say.

And also the comical up-down movements of your shoulders when you burst into laughter whenever someone teased you. We were always happy to see that expression of yours.

I should have known this was going to come along. Many a times, I used to wake up crying when I dreamt of you. I knew you were staying alone and getting old, I always promised that I wanted to stay with you but somehow I didn't. I felt guilty.

I was really glad that you managed to move in with us and felt happy and at home with our cohesiveness.

I always tell myself that I wouldn't know what to do when I lose you.

Too bad that you can't witness our wedding dinner, but I hope that you can bless us too.

Hope Ah Gong and you can be together forever now. Tell him that I missed him too.

It just rained suddenly.

Looking out from the window, I see tears dropping from the sky.

Were you crying too?