2009

Can't believe that it's another year again. One year older. And one year closer to 30.

Looking back at 2008, i think i:

Spent too much money, got my relationship almost ruined, career at a standstill, my left eye been twitching too much, getting my energy zapped up, getting moody and all the other bad things happening to me. I thought I was out of the pothole already. Looks like I am still burnt with injuries.

Looks like I can't help it but to be pessimistic. I don't smile a lot nowadays. Seems that there's nothing much to smile about. Now I know why experts say when you grow up, you smile less and less than when you were younger.

Maybe that's my usual self. The optimistic side of me has been overcome by negativeness.

I predict more bad events happening to me. What can I do? I am just a human after all.

Life sucks.